I've just been made aware of something I'd been slowly suspecting all week. I've just repeated an interpersonal relationship series of behaviors that I engaged in almost exactly five years ago. I thought I was getting my shit together, especially with the new job, but it's clear I have miles to go. Miles to go.

I won't let all the joy I've worked to bring back into my life just disappear though. I'm going to figure this out and keep working on it. I refuse to let this spiral me into depression.

I'm sure this makes virtually no sense to all but a small few who read this blog. To those of you who know what I'm talking about, please give me your feedback.

For the rest of you, just ignore this post. I'll post something for you soon.

Labels: hope, personal, relationships